I have never been
accounted wise,
rarely handsome,
seldom good--
all those virtues
given at an
unremembered time--
though when you
chose to answer
to what you saw
in me then and now,
I choose to answer to
"blessed."
The letter arrived yesterday,
only an address to and from,
the writer acknowledging
we did not know each other,
so to him I was "Neighbour,"
and he an adherent
of a certain faith.
Did I know, he asked,
who controls the world?
With a tract and a Biblical reference,
we clearly disagreed,
though he does not yet know that.
It would be too easy to
dismiss him in a dozen different ways,
shred his Biblical understandings,
but the painstakingly hand-printed letter,
with an error or two crossed out,
his manifest sincerity and desire
that one more soul not be lost to Evil,
invites--compassion? maybe that's
patronizing--at least the quiet
setting aside of letter and intent
and maybe a prayer of thanks
for his caring.
Maybe one of his other letters
has provoked a reply.
Maybe only the silence
of unsent mail.
Opening the car door,
I felt eyes on me.
Black bear, perhaps
sniffing the takeout.
We gazed at each other
for maybe count of ten.
Shrug.
I walked to the doorway.
She bolted into the bush,
two little cubs following.
I wonder how hungry
they were.
At the Humanitarian Gate,
Bethlehem, Palestine
Sometimes, it, too, shuts down.
We ask the guard at the shack
that it be opened again.
Most of the time, it is.
I have seen a father
carrying a child
who is pale and feverish,
the father waving his permit
to go through the gate,
trying his best not to look
as worried as he feels.
If the gate stays shut,
we phone the Humanitarian Hotline.
If they answer, which is not always,
they may or may not try
to get the gate to reopen.
Sometimes, they are
ignored altogether—
it is the Israeli governance
that operates the checkpoint,
answerable only to themselves.
It
is a strange, opening-up feeling
to get through the first turnstile,
to cross the tarmac and
to enter the second building
beneath the setting moon.
A sign in Hebrew, Arabic and English
instructs those going through
to the other building to be prepared
to remove all metal items
from their person (e. g; belts),
remove jackets, etc.
The sign ends,
"May you leave in peace
and return in peace."
Never write poetry
when drunk,
or propose marriage
after sex,
all those life events
demanding prudence,
who hides
behind desire
I slept in. It is, after all, a holiday in Canada, being Thanksgiving Monday. We had had a hectic Thanksgiving Sunday (American and other ...